Sunday, December 13, 2009
I've seen better days
Ola amigos!
Post midnight guilt : Munching on brownies and downing it with cold Ribena. But what's there to worry when you can burn it all out on the treadmill the next day? I'm not one to stand on the scale every single day or get obsessed over my weight, but I do like to keep myself fit by exercising. Especially the ones that require sweating. I have this mentality that if I sweat alot, means I'm doing it right. Take cheer for example. Boy that sport makes you sweat like a big fat pig, no joke. But then is when you know you're giving your all. I definitely miss cheer, but I have not gone back to doing what I love the most yet. I'm in the midst of preparing my body for it. The five months break is long, too long in fact. I can barely stretch, and that pretty much sucks when you are a cheerleader. But I'm determine to do this, so I shall be back on track in no time :) Pray for me, Loves.
Back to drooling over McDreamy and McSteamy ♥
I want you. Every bits and pieces of you.
Buenna Notte, ♥
23:20
Friday, December 11, 2009
All you do is sit down in front of a typewriter and bleed
Hello,
A bird doesn’t sing because it has an answer, it sings because it has a song.
I stayed in again today, to sleep all day long. Now that's what I call a great day. Just lazing around the house, with the telly on 24/7, catching up on some beauty sleep, stuffing myself silly with doughnuts, whipping up some cupcakes, catching up on my all time favourite shows and etc. I was planning on spring cleaning this mess of a room, but I was just too darn lazy. Maybe tomorrow, if God wills. On a different note, my Swedish neighbour is flying back to Sweden with his family for Christmas. He was diagnosed with cancer not long ago. He told us that he might just not get to see us again because he doesn't have much time left. Pretty sad, right? Well, it made me shed a tear or two. But that's just how life is.
I'm going to catch up on Grey's Anatomy now while enjoying a glass of Ice Blended Strawnana (banana and strawberry), courtesy of Brother.
Goodnight, ♥
22:50
It's like a wildfire, it keeps growing and growing
Salut Aime,
We need time to dream, time to remember, and time to reach the infinite. Time to be.
-Unknown
Thursday was hectic, damn right it was. I was forced to hit the showers at the ass crack of dawn. Fine, I'm exaggerating. But it was pretty damn early, no kidding. Finally registered for driving school, amen. I'll be starting next weekend, sweet. I can barely wait till I can cruise along the highway, in my own set of wheels :) Next on the agenda, paying my hairstylist a visit. I was contemplating the whole day on whether to cut off my long mane or just leave it be. Since I dream of having long hair during Prom Night, I ended up trimming it a lil bit and did some treatment. Boy, it felt good! Plus, it turned out nice too. Rushed home to change and straight to meet up my silly boy ♥ Our lunch/movie/dinner date were blissful, I sure miss that pretty face. Having watched all the other nice movies already, we ended up watching Zombieland. Funny story, real funny. Came home before curfew and baked some Lemon Cheese cupcakes for a dear aunt. Now do you agree when I said hectic?
And yes, I do have a curfew. Frankly, I don't mind. It keeps me away from all those fags, dopes booze and etc.
You shine brighter than the moon.
Au revoir, ♥
22:15
Teachers call it cheating, we call it teamwork
Salut les bonbons,
You can have anything you want if you are willing to give up the belief that you can't have it - Dr Robert Anthony
For the first time in two months, I finally woke up at noon on Wednesday. I decided to stay at home to catch up on my beauty sleep and my all time favourite show, Gossip Girls. It was sort of nice, staying at home. I wasn't planning on going out everyday anyways, I just don't. Plus, Mom just fired the driver. Life is so hard without a driver. I'm not being a spoiled arse bitch, but it's true. It's hard to get anywhere, and Mom would never allow me on public transportations. I'm friggin' seventeen and still, I'm not allowed to go on any of them. Makes everything harder. On the bright side, we're getting a new one next week. So I shall be patient for awhile, a week at the very least. Sister was kind enough to drop me off at the Curve. Celebratory dinner with my girls was blissful, as per usual. And who can say no to Ikea meatballs, am I right? :)
Even though I can’t solve your problems all the time,
I will be there as your sounding board
whenever you need me.
Bonsoir, ♥ I will be there as your sounding board
whenever you need me.
21:37
All we need is a destination
Hallo Welt,If you can dream it, you can do it - Walt Disney
I'm three days late, and I am well aware of that. Mr Liberty has been keeping me so tied up, but I'm definitely not complaining. The books have yet to be stashed away but I'll get to them soon. The blue and white uniforms that I had finally come to relish, have now retired peacefully. Job well done, I must say. It was a tiring battle, but boy I'm sure glad that it is all over now. The major exam would be the least of my concern, for the next three months at the very least, when results day rolls over. It's time to breath and let loose. Contrary to popular belief, I did not spend my first night of freedom with my girls nor did I spent it with my boy. I ended up in the car, with sister driving and brother in the backseat. Although we constantly argue about the smallest things, we are pretty close to each other. It might be the short age gap, he's sixteen and she's eighteen. We can relate to each other quite well because of that. Our initial plan was to swap stories over dinner but ended up with me scoring a leopard printed dress and a grey high waisted skirt. Being short of cash, we came home to have dinner instead. But it was a fun night, I could almost feel all the burden and anxiety flowing out, away from me. It felt good, so so good.
I'll wait here forever, just to see your smile.
Guten Tag, ♥
20:10
Sunday, December 6, 2009
If only time would just slow down
Ola!
My menses finally came, after being late for a couple of days. I absofuckinglutely hate it when that happens. The cramps become more agonizing, a sudden lost of appetite and feelings of lethargy usually takes control over me. After god knows how many weeks of waking up at about the same time as the Sun, I woke up today with the Sun already shining at it's best. Even so, I still refused to hit the showers. I gave in to laziness and stayed under the covers for what seemed like an eternity. My eyes stay glued to the ceiling, zero thoughts running through my mind. I can't recall the last time I just stared at something for so long, not bothering about anything at all. I guess the books have been keeping me so tied up. So, I decided to take a break from them today, felt like I deserve to do so. I ended up watching High School Musical, all three of 'em. The third one's definitely my favourite because I can actually relate to it. Senior Year, Graduation Night, Prom Night and etc. It kinda hit me that high school is not forever, in fact it's almost over. I have only one day left, to be exact. I wonder what's going to happen after this. Where would we end up? Would the friendship that took years to built be able to stand the distance? Would we still be the same person we are today, or would we turn out to become a total stranger to each other? Honestly, there's nothing I am more petrified than changes in life.
I sure hope I'll be strong enough when the time comes.
You need to stop being so adorable.
Buena Notte, ♥
01:47
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Dear Prudence, won't you come out and play?
Hello,
It's after midnight, and I can't quite recall the last time I was up at this time of the day. Or night, whatever you call it. Usually, I would already be curled up in bed, getting ready to jet off to Dreamland. But since my next paper, which so happens to be my last, would only be on Tuesday, it wouldn't hurt for me stay up for an extra couple of hours. Ah yes, believe it or not, the big war is finally coming to an end. Freedom is just around the corner, getting ready to greet me with great joy :) Before this, my only plan after my last paper was to come home straight and snuggle up under my covers. But as of yesterday, I think I might just have other plans too. Sleep would come first, definitely. The girls and I are planning to go out for dinner, somewhere nice and not packed with people. Malls are definitely out of the question. Since most of us can now drive, I don't think we'll be having any problems that night :) Silly Boy won't be able to make it, since his last paper would only be a day later. Sad, but I'll survive. Frankly, I'm not really looking forward to going out that much. I think it would be nice to just laze around at home and just chill, something I haven't done for quite awhile already. What I'm really looking forward to is going back to cheer. Oh how I miss cheering! Plus, I'm planning to continue my ice skating classes that have been put on hold for god knows how long. The skating shoes are practically collecting dust in the room, I kid you not! On top of that, I think it would be wise for me to earn some extra cash since I haven't been shopping for so long. Might be working in a day care, taking care of little kids. I love kids, they are like a bundle of joy. And Prom Night, that's definitely something to look forward to. Haven't managed to score a dress yet, but I'll get to it once this is all over.
I should head to bed now, Goodnight!
I want you so bad, it's driving me mad.
Sweet Dreams, ♥
00:49
Friday, November 27, 2009
Take a chance and take it easy
Hi,
First and foremost, Happy Eidhul Adha to all Muslims. Don't you just love the festive seasons? I know I do. I mean c'mon, what is there not to like about 'em? First, there's the food. Then, it's the moolahs! Although some festive seasons do not include money. Sad, but true. Being an SPM candidate, I was only allowed to celebrate until noon. Then, it was back to the usual brain drilling session. I even had to attend Biology class after lunch, which totally killed the festive mood. But if that's what it takes to get those A+s, I'm fine with it then. On a bright side, I still get to eat alot. So all was good :)
On a different note, sister invited me to join her watch New Moon yesterday. I was reluctant in saying yes, at first. But after much persuasion, I gave in and called Mom. She told me that I was big enough to make my own decision. So I asked Silly Boy to join us as well. And boy, was I glad that I did tag along? Yes, indeed. Taylor Lautner is officially the new Sex God! (I still Love you, Chuck Bass) Plus, the movie was amazing although most parts caused me to tear up. Can't wait for Eclipse :)
Getting the chance to gaze upon your pretty face after so long,
was definitely a bliss.
Gotta run, see you around ♥
23:14
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
My career path was much more exciting when I was five.
Good day!
If you think you can do it, you can. If you think you can't, you're right- Henry Ford
The taste of freedom have finally reached the tip of my tongue. Before long, I would be smothered by it. They say that time flies when you are having fun. Little did I know that it works both ways, that time do fly too when you least expect it to. The fact that I've sat for a total of fourteen papers still seems surreal. Now it's down to the last three subjects, the three subjects that I fear the most. Biology, Physics and Chemistry. Can't you feel my heart accelerating? Well, maybe I'm just suffering from post Additional Mathematics syndrome. That one nearly broke me into pieces, for the second time. But I'll be fine. My only aim now is to ace the last nine papers and at the same time pray that I've done well for the other fourteen. On a different note, my next paper won't be until Monday. Hello, bed! And of course books, obviously. On a much different note, the reality show called Bang Bang Boom finally aired our episode. God forbid, that was the funniest shit! My dignity is now officially gone, gone with the wind. On a bright side, at least our stunts looked cool. Which is definitely a plus! If you didn't manage to catch it, good for you :)
I almost forgot. Something came for me in the mailbox today, from Mag. It was a Good Luck letter. I am deeply touched by how good of a friend she is. One of the many reasons I Love her ♥ Plus, I finally received the Graduation photo. And boy, it's huge. I wonder where I'm going to hang it. My room is already a mess as it is, yikes!
I'll be heading to bed soon, so that I can wake up before the Sun does (which I doubt so) and make myself some Nutella-filled crepe with slices of bananas for breakfast! Can't remember the last time I had that, probably ages ago. I'll be around :) Sweet Dreams, xx
Three weeks without seeing your pretty face,
I still don't know how I'm going to survive another two weeks.
♥
22:44
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Thanks for colouring my life
Dear Love,
You are my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. What I know is that, I treasure both sides.
Seventeenmonthsandcounting ♥
♥,
Your girl
Your girl
19:17
